I am a different person now.

Very much like how my title says. I am a very different person now. I have changed my habits, my beliefs, my way of thinking, the way I see life, love, and set backs. I just saw a really old friend of mines blog... and it really hit me. He still see's me the way we set off on our seperate paths. I still hope that we will meet again, and I hope that things get much better for him.

Sad thing is he still associates me with the people we departed with. I have none to very little contact with any of them and sadly... would rather keep it that way. Except for him, he would be excited to know that I went to E3, and thought about asking him to go, even though we dont talk anymore. He would be excited for the fact that I stood in line with Rick Fox waiting to get a giant inflatable wii-mote and thought "hm, im sure he would be stoked too"

But all is said and horribly done. I know I can't be forgivin, but if forgivness is what you are able to find, then I will greatly appriciate it.

My life has gotten better, but still feels empty for I lost a good friend. Though you did not show it, your appriciation for my companionship was heavily felt. I would still like to hang out talk about games, debate about religion, or kick back and have a drink. I am the way I now because you influenced my life enough to set off this way. I miss you, I really do... things are different now, and I hope you see it.