It's a sad truth

I give up, I do. I dont like saying it, or acknowledging it. But the matter of the fact is, I gave up. Things didn't get too hard, I just didn't care to try anymore. Story of my life... but I move and maybe find something better to occupy my thoughts with. I don't mean to put anyone down, but in honesty truth i was in a competition with no real motivation other than the prize. But seeing someone as a prize is fucked up so I'll just give up and go about my life. It was fun, despite the rude interruptions and imperfect evenings. I'm sure your sick of hearing me talk about this crap. So I'll end this with a hello and goodmorning everyone.