Also I've been doing alot of photography. Here are some photos from my celluar telephone's camera. It was my first ride, 30+ female riders and 2 male riders... Derred and me hahaha!
But on a more serious side of the blogging sphere. I cant help but feel like I have lost the ability to fall in love. I have felt so many feelings and they seem like what love should feel like. Yet it's almost the same with everyone I try to get to know. I'm not the kind to blurt out the big scary 3 word phrase if I am in the moment. Nor am I the one that falls at frst sight. I've been through alot and feel numb to the feeling of love and the feeling of being in love, if such a thing exsist. Maybe this thing call love is all just a big compatability issue.
What ever this odd feeling is, it sure has handicap'd my ability to gauge the emotion people feel for I just see everything as a big joke. Nothing is that meaningful to me anymore and passion between two people is almost non-exsistance. But dont get me wrong I do believe some things are still meaningful, sadly the things that are meaningful to me are very few.
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