I've rid myself of the people that bring me down.

Plain and simple, I dont want your friendship. I do not feel any remorse, and you've been terrible friends to me. Sure you've been here and there with me, but you two ask for too much. Let me live in peace. Just let me live my life poor, and left with untied affairs. But I have had enough, we are are done in every shape and form of the word and I do not have any desire to restart and make up. I'd say goodbye, but I do not have any well wishings for you nor do I wish any demise apon you two. Bottom line... I dont want neither of you in my life any more.

To Ivan... I regret everything, and I've lost too many things. Car, money, friends, and heart. I look forward to seeing you in the future and want to leave things in the past where they belong. I no longer have any ties with anyone or anything that tore us apart. So now it's up to you to accept me back in your life as the new person I have become. As I will do the same for you.